Chapters - Sypnosis

That Time
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Chapters

:maple_leaf: Autumn of Exploration :maple_leaf:

Sypnosis

I’m studying 7 subjects. The school congratulates is on having high marks and gives hints on what this means for university entrance scores. I start questioning everything.

I returned from the National Computer Science School: Summer School. I had also just completed a certificate in 3D animation.

Activities

  • :musical_note: Listening to Auxy music
  • :writing_hand: leaving blank answers in tests
  • :walking_woman: escaping classes
  • :left_speech_bubble: talking with teachers

Themes/Arcs

  • very high expectations from school
  • very contrasting school values and personal values

Transition:

  • throwing out all my schoolbooks
  • hard times with parents and comparison

Tones

  • serious, sombre

:cloud: Winters of Waiting :cloud:

Sypnosis

I cooked with Kitchen Stories, and watched MasterChef.

Activities

  • :bowl_with_spoon: cook pistachio financier
  • :walking_woman: walks
  • :computer: programming (Sky Music Sheet Maker)

Themes/Arcs

Transition:

  • worse situation at home with disrespect from sister and parents

:seedling: Spring of Escape :seedling:

I worked, and moved between refuges. I met people who had similar pains as I did, with parents, and so on.

They need to feel the pain as I did with my friend from another war-torn country by the West, Afghanistan.

  • :musical_note: listening to music
  • :bowl_with_spoon: cook pistachio financier
  • :bowl_with_spoon: cook pasta with pesto
  • :iphone: sending messages
  • :walking_woman: sitting in the lobby
  • :oncoming_taxi: car rides
  • :computer: programming, :clapper: making videos
  • :left_speech_bubble: listening to friend talk
  • :art: art

Themes/Arcs

  • balancing very different contrast in work and living sometimes
  • similarities with me and other people
  • seeing someone spill their beans to me, me trying to help and resolving not to do the same, but the friendship doesn’t work out

Transition:

  • romantic interest doesn’t work out
  • distrust in neighbours
  • insecurity with work

Tones

Playful

:sparkles: Summer of Psychosis :sparkles:

Sypnosis

By the time I got here, the triumph of feeling of having met someone with a story like yours seemed to have vanished.

I met others, but it didn’t seem to move me anymore.

In the end, they didn’t give me a diagnosis. Which left me free. I read Helen Keller, I’m Unschooled: Yes I Can Write, and Share The World’s Resources, and I was liberated again from expectations.

Activities

  • :computer: programming
  • :iphone: sending messages
  • :writing_hand: writing notes
  • :notebook_with_decorative_cover: psychological reports
  • :notebook_with_decorative_cover: reading
  • :musical_note: listening to music, teleporting
  • :iphone: making music
  • :art: art
  • :left_speech_bubble: talking

Themes/Arcs

  • spilling all my beans
  • cutting off contact
  • contrast with who you wanna be - from very positive to very negative to open
  • struggle with balancing work vs. living & community

Transition:

Tones

Passion, sentimentality